the rest days in beijing

so far ,i am always act like cold cold blood.but somtime i get hurt .i am a good person who with lonelyness around.i even dont know what my life should go on if like this?people in this world always act like they are real actor,and believe me if they could be acter then they are amizing! happyness seems kick me out always,i dont know others but for me sure i am unhappy,i smile everyday even laugh,but who can look through into my heart deeply?no one is this world know me but myself,
　　ok no mood to continue the blog post