Sometimes we perceive every frustration shallowly, ignoring the results or reward that may come subsequently.
I seldom stop to reflect on what I have done make me frustrated or dismayed untill recently. Suddenly, I understand that the Lord is so loving me. First, my parents and I have spent happy days within last month. Their visit reminds me of the unforgotten childhood. Also, they understand me better than before by knowing it is not easy for me to study and work in a strange city with different custom. Second, my personal life is protected and improved mostly because i changed my mind, or attitude to sth. Third, the boss's gift to my parents surprised me. I was consoled by it more or less. All in all, I thank the Lord, and all people care about and understand me. May God bless!